[She is reckless and it is only until very recently that she had to worry about the lives of anyone but herself. But when the potential Slayers turned full Slayers came into the picture, that had all changed. It had been a rough transition.]

Story of my life. [She's tried to get Angel to kill her to just avoid the suffering of trying to redeem herself and crawl back from the edge.] But you're probably right. Death isn't likely permanent here, so it's a pretty sound choice. Not the I really want to know what it feels like to die... [The coma had been bad enough.]