[ Oh no....... He's kind of really adorable, and Akira can't help giving a small smile, even if it's a little sad. ]
He would disagree. I made a choice that never should have been a choice.
And I let him down. He's never going to forgive me.
[ Something about actually typing that to a being that feels like they're hellbent on not judging him...
He's just... tired. He thought, after that fight, they'd be done. That they could finally rest, so to have all of this... still happening. So much is still happening, and he knows he can't possibly help everyone here. He's just... one person with one ally; he can't be positive he'll be able to protect her... and--...
He's only one person who can't save everyone.
The next exhale is tense, and he's releasing something of a heavy, breathed out, almost entirely silent... laugh.
no subject
He would disagree.
I made a choice that never should have been a choice.
And I let him down.
He's never going to forgive me.
[ Something about actually typing that to a being that feels like they're hellbent on not judging him...
He's just... tired. He thought, after that fight, they'd be done. That they could finally rest, so to have all of this... still happening. So much is still happening, and he knows he can't possibly help everyone here. He's just... one person with one ally; he can't be positive he'll be able to protect her... and--...
He's only one person who can't save everyone.
The next exhale is tense, and he's releasing something of a heavy, breathed out, almost entirely silent... laugh.
One hand presses to his face. ]