(Sometimes Eddie felt stupid for how weak he could be, but at the same time, he loved his friends. He hadn't even really talked to Richie about it. He hadn't really...talked to Richie much lately and that hurt in a different way. Her hand on his back is enough to unwind something in him. Touch was always...prominent for Eddie. It grounded him.

He hopes she's right, and he does believe it enough. He doesn't think anyone was able to do that either. He gives a shaky breath when Max tells Eddie to breathe. He drags in, and then exhales. Then slowly he rolls his face out and rests his cheek against the mattress. He smiles shakily.)

Sorry. (He sounds a little breathless, but at least the panic was subsiding.) I'd fight like hell to...to keep you all with me. Just so you know. If we can, we'll go together to a new world. And we'll stay there.

(He really hoped so anyway. Really.)