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quietplacelogs2018-02-21 11:16 pm
beguiledcard) wrote in quietplacelogs2018-02-21 11:16 pm
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featuring: akira, 9S ( twoaffirmations ), goro akechi ( lowkeycrazy )
what's happening? akira waking up in the reset room to find two very concerned people then deals with messed up memories
day: 39 ( 02/23 )
content warnings: death talk, depressing shit, and some vague p5 spoilers
The first thing he feels is confused as hell. And for several seconds, he continues to lie there, his mind scrambling to make sense of everything. It’s all broken, fuzzy, faded out… Some parts feel similar to watching a movie, while other parts make no sense at all – the context is clearly missing, even if he can’t begin to figure out what said context is…
“Joker! Watch o-“
His head hurts…
”-piece of shit!!!”
… What?
”… echi”
…
”…make a deal—“
Where-… the hell is he? He remembers something about creatures being drawn to sound – they’ll kill whoever makes it? But… where the hell is he? And why? He rolls over onto his back, staring straight up at the ceiling. Heh…
There’s…
… Nothing…
twoaffirmations ), goro akechi ( lowkeycrazy )what's happening? akira waking up in the reset room to find two very concerned people then deals with messed up memories
day: 39 ( 02/23 )
content warnings: death talk, depressing shit, and some vague p5 spoilers
waking up
The first thing he feels is confused as hell. And for several seconds, he continues to lie there, his mind scrambling to make sense of everything. It’s all broken, fuzzy, faded out… Some parts feel similar to watching a movie, while other parts make no sense at all – the context is clearly missing, even if he can’t begin to figure out what said context is…
“Joker! Watch o-“
His head hurts…
”-piece of shit!!!”
… What?
”… echi”
…
”…make a deal—“
Where-… the hell is he? He remembers something about creatures being drawn to sound – they’ll kill whoever makes it? But… where the hell is he? And why? He rolls over onto his back, staring straight up at the ceiling. Heh…
There’s…
… Nothing…
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'I'm lucky to have someone like you at my side.'
A-ah... a promise like that... is- Honestly, the thought of someone dying in his place sends a cold chill down his spine. Something unpleasant twists in his gut, and he has to fight to keep his expression steady. He could probably protest until he was blue in the face, and it would only ever accomplish what it would have with his friends, back home...
'Just don't do anything reckless, trying to accomplish that...'
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He doesn't want to be upset. Akira's been through a lot. He just died, his memories are foggy, and clearly something is going on that's upsetting him. He has every reason not to want to open up to Akechi. And yet all he can say, with a snide little voice in his head, is I wonder why that is?
God... he hates himself.. so fucking much! If he could be just about any other person in the world, he would trade places in a heartbeat. Because Goro Akechi is a selfish boy, thinking only of himself and he destroys all the people who care about him, just by virtue of being himself.
Heh... dimly, he thinks to himself, this is the opposite of not getting upset. But he lets the native at the greenhouse know that Akira's revived and he gets a kiwi and starts making his way back.
He shouldn't push him. Maybe... with time, Akira would open up. (He doubts that). All he can do is express his worries, and offer a place for him to vent, should he need it. Because it is... really upsetting, to see him like this. (And a venomous voice in his head keeps shouting, "You're the one to blame.")
When he comes back, he doesn't feel... less upset, maybe, but he feels a little calmer and a little more able to approach the situation. He walks over to Akira, and offers the Kiwi.
Why are the two of you still standing around? Kurusu, if you're tired, you ought to take a seat.